Desire is a magical place. I flew to Cancun, not really knowing what to expect. I knew there would be about 200 naked people I’d never met. I knew I would be self-conscious about my body. Otherwise, I purposely went in with an open mind and no expectations. How I see myself in the mirror has been an ongoing problem for me. After having children and taking care of them more than I take care of myself, I feel like I’ve let myself go. As the van pulled up to the front doors, there was a beautiful man made of…